I feel like my life is spiraling out of control and the walls are crashing down around me. I have no idea how to gain control of this situation. I know I have burdens that I need to “let go and let God” handle but I really don’t know how to do that. I don’t […]

So I think I am functionally depressed. This is actually a very mild form of depression where you can still function and do your day-to-day activities but you aren’t enjoying life. You are just getting by and “surviving” instead of living. I don’t know how to get out of this….

Just found out today that the insurance company never received the information that was sent to them on 10/16. So now I have to wait even longer for the doctor’s office to resubmit everything to the correct fax number and then wait for insurance to respond. GRRRRRRRR

Still waiting….ugh!

Still waiting to hear from insurance about approval for surgery. Still frustrated with this whole process and ready to just give up (about 98% of me want to give up but there is still that 2% holding on and wanting to continue) Still depressed. Another month wasted another month lost…..