Some of my thoughts and prayers during my alone time with God. Lord thank You for seeing me. I’m just a broken vessel unworthy of being used and yet You see me and want to use me. Please Lord show me my purpose and how You want me to be used to further Your kingdom. […]

I don’t know what I am supposed to do. I have never had a moment where I felt God talking to me until recently. I followed through with it and started a new friendship with this woman. Yet I feel more lost than ever. I don’t know what I am supposed to do next. I […]

As I reflect on the upcoming holiday I have to think of all the people in the world that will go to church simply because it is Easter. How many of those people have a relationship with God? How many are going because they are curious? How many are going because they know deep down […]

I am trying to step out of my comfort zone and in the process grow more spiritually. Tonight I joined a group from church on a field trip as we went to another church prayer service. The fellowship was great even for shy introvert like me. The service overall was very good, thought provoking, and […]

I have felt the Holy Spirit nudging me towards this particular woman at church for months. I knew her husband slightly better than her due to him being an elder and also talking with him through my husband about our godson. I would say my interaction with the couple was very small, maybe a “hi […]

I was at church on Wednesday and the topic was about loneliness. Basically God did not create us to be alone and we are to be part of a community. I have felt so alone for many months trying to deal with everything on my own. This topic was definitely for me. I was crying […]

So my husband’s bloodwork results are within normal limits. My ovarian reserve is normal limits, hormones are normal except tsh is slightly high. There are no signs of diabetes. I’ve been diagnosed with having Subclinical hypothyroid though. Due to this doctor is putting me on thyroid meds and rechecking thyroid and tsh next cycle. Had […]